Decisions
The clock struck 1:52 p.m. on 2003-10-30

I have decided that when I get my internet back I will be leaving this diary and moving elsewhere. Sorry folks. There's just something about not being able to breathe when you still feel so close to someone. I guess in the end I never mattered anyway (??)

I want to go some place where I can be and write what I feel, instead of... I don't know- just because it matters to me and it's important right now. I need this time to be alone, to think, to feel again. But learning how to feel without feeling so much is going to be difficult. If you want to know where I end up just ask me. I may tell you, and then I may not. Who knows. I never did like being the center of attention (but I did like it)

I loved having that feeling inside of knowing you cared, but I want to be distant for awhile. Okay? I hope you understand.

Before Won't After

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