I know it's been a while since I have written a decent entry about how I have been. I hope you can understand why I cannot.
It's kind of hard to explain some things when you don't even know where to begin. I can't explain to you why I sleep with my body as close to the wall as I do because I find that feeling comforting to me. I never slept thatw ay before - until recently. There's just that feeling there that makes me feel accepted . I know I am strange but maybe someday you will understand me.
All I can do right now is produce poems for my lack of enthusiasm of wanting to write about how I feel. When I finally get ahead I will be back... I promise. So to you I apologize for not being theChrissy you know...
I'm just having troubles that I can't seem to sort out just yet. I maynot update as much (not that I have) I just can't right now. I will be back though... I just don't know when. I will still be writing poems, that's as close to my emotions as I can get without having to go into lengthy entries... please forgive me.