Alone.
My expressions are scarred and I feel I have nothing left inside of me at this point. This having to be "here" is draining me and I feel like I am nothing more than homeless with so many emotions being kept inside of myself with no way of venting, or having a way to talk to someone. I do miss you - you know who you are. If and when I don't have another chance to tell you how much I appreciate you and love you- I am saying it now.
But I must bid you farewell. I have but a mere 10 minutes left.
I have a lot of things to tell you all- my feelings, my emotions and all of this crazy mess I'm currently going through. I don't have time today - I don't think unless I can sign back in here at the library. I have been writing down my thoughts in my head wishing I had a way to escape them all but I do not. Just know that I do miss each and every one of you.
Please help me erase these feelings of being isolated and feeling so alone. I sincerely hope that I will not fall into my old patterns. Help me. I am crying out to you for the first time. Please. Someone. Anyone.