I am very sorry for the loss of you and Euans relationship- maybe as time goes on the both of you will heal and things could possibly get back to the way they were before. If you love him as much as I know you do- give him the space he needs and I can almost assure you that in time you will be back together. But then again, who am I to make judgement on anything. I have failed at every friendship or relationship I have been in. What do I know that could possibly make you feel any different? Nothing... fucking nothing... like I was to you- Am I mad or upset ? No - never. Hurt beyond all feeling; yes.
If this is how you felt you could have told me the truth instead of what you did asking me to forget about you- those aren't the same thing. You could have just as easily have said - I can't be friends with you Chrissy- and I would have let it be. But, instead you opted the other version of things. I guess that's how you could justify it- but me- it hurts like hell to know that somone ended a friendship and walked away from me because I cared about them... I would have walked through fire for you and you know it. I am so very sorry for the pain I have caused you. If not being friends is what you wish then I have no other choice but to respect your wishes.
Always remember that I am thinking of you no matter where I go. [[sigh]] Good bye Bonnie. ::tears:: I sincerely wish you the best that life has to offer and no task is too small or too big that you can't handle- if that was the case you would never have made it this far. I will always love you and have faith in you as I hide in the shadows. Take care of yourself. [[love]]