I will close my eyes and imagine us being together like I do every night while I close my eyes and drift off to sleep. I will keep myself balanced between darkness and day break, in the quite of the night.
Breathing life unto my skin you awaken my soul to the things that I have forgotten to feel. Your senses make me come alive and I just want to pluck you out of my dreams and hold you tightly against my skin, feeling your warmth as I feed off of your emotions pouring down on me.
When there are nights that are cloudy and it’s raining; I imagine the rain as your tears whispering to me telling me that you can’t see me and you’re trying to reach out and hold me. Drinking in the rain upon my skin I taste the sweetness in your tears; as you fall around me. As the sound of the beating drops falling upon the ocean of tears, I reach out to embrace you, scattering away the clouds and making a path to see your beautiful face fall upon me. Glancing once again through the night sky, I will trace the outline of your face among the brightly shining stars.
Shining radiantly down on me I will see your smile among the stars...and there I will be wishing I was with you once again. You are my Babyface, my dream that keeps me “normal” and intact with my emotions as I surround myself in your thoughts and images. You’re beautiful radiant face smiling down on me gazing into my eyes as you ponder my thoughts into the stillness of the night. That stillness that creeps into my mind like a sharp picture... creating that image that keeps me company all through the night. Loving me; letting me love you once again. Your kisses raining upon my skin, caressing my soul with ease as I melt into you.
Do you not know what you do to me? This feeling that overpowers me in the night that keeps me sane beyond the feelings of disaster falling around me? Dear Babyface, you know that I love you and could only wish for more, but this distance ravages me as I longingly search further beyond your grasp. Could you just once secretly tell me how you feel with out rhyming words and silent syllables? The soundless whispers in the night, that breathes upon me; as I feel your touch in the gentle wind caressing my lips at night. I know it’s you coming down to rain upon my body again as I take a deep mouthful of air and allow you to fill my lungs. Sweeping away the cobwebs that have filled my heart- leaving me breathless once again, as you love me.
Your embraces keep me grounded, instead of falling from your lingering trance. I love you my dear sweet Babyface. Will you be with me again tonight as I close my eyes and dream about you? Will your face be floating in the Heavens of the clouds that pass me by, when I awaken my eyes? Will I get to feel your warm embrace as the wind embraces me as the sun shines down upon my face? Or will you disappear behind the clouds in my sleepless nights? Come to me and embrace me openly once again. I am here... waiting. Like always. Make love to me again like you do in my dreams. Lie beside me and caress the curves of my body as you melt into me and we become one once again. Let me love you, like you love me.
Words can never express the emotions that my body feels; they only try to capture a glimpse of the passion that is lingering between you and I… behind the mask of the clouds and the stars. Come back to me once again. I will be waiting, as you draw closer to me, my dear sweet Babyface.
*sighs*