The stars are out tonight, only they can hear you breathing..

A Million Chances-
The clock struck 3:49 a.m. on 2003-07-14

You got the socket and I got the plug
I am the floor and you are the rug
I got the rhythm you got the beat
We feel it shake us from our souls to our feet

As I was sitting there tonight my mind kept drifting back to you and your image pierced my heart with the most endearing heartache I have ever felt before in my whole being. I begged others to bring me home. But that didn’t come my expectancy and I just had to sit there and wait; waiting to talk to you and waiting to hear your voice once again in my ears and lingering in my mind. I couldn’t wait for you to call me your baby.

I heard your words and voice and now I want more.

I can’t stand losing these moments away from you any longer. I came home early because I missed talking to you. Senses in my heart ache for you, and I long to be held by your arms, and my lips can’t wait any longer to drink in your kisses. I want to know what it feels like to look into your eyes; you know I really want you. My daydreams are my trips into my own ecstasy as we get personal- just me and you.

I really, really love the way you’re making me wait to so long, but its time that we find one another.

This aching in my heart sends chills down my spine and into my veins as my blood pumps these wild emotions to my thighs.

I didn’t even want to get out of bed today- I just can’t get you out of my mind. You’ve got me hanging on a string. And every now and then when I’m by myself I keep wishing that you would call me on the telephone and tell me that you crave me too. I can’t stop thinking of you; it’s true I’m stuck on you. My body yearns for your desire as I miss you even more.

So many times I find myself in a dream of you and me together; reading your mind - taking you away from chance, just embracing you- we can achieve it. So, come a little closer, baby. I need your love like I have never needed love before... I want to set your spirit free.

All I do is lay around with tears falling and I wonder if you will pass me by. Are you brave enough to take that chance on me? Will you still be mine?

Does it seem like sometimes when you're alone I'm the only thing you really know? You touch something inside of me that’s been only touched in uncertainty. I never felt my happiness in heartache go to so many boundaries.

If the world was mine to give; I'd hand it over on a silver platter, resting on my shoulder; but all I have is what you see. I'd even give you the universe if it was up to me.

When I think of you walking into a room I am drawn, uncontrollably to you and then the music starts to ascend as I really wish I could look into your eyes. If these words sound kind of crazy that’s the way I am. I was lost, till I met you

But then again they say love changes everything. You took this broken heart and taught it how to sing. It’s the way you crash into my space and the way you dance into the light. Your beauty wears me out and it tears me up inside. And then thunder rolls through crashing waves, like a tender kiss holds this heart in me. The emotions wash over like a sea of exotic tides and I am yours every day and every night.

You say “I love you too baby” but I still wish for more.

This is what I see: a million chances pass me by, and a million chances to hold you.

Put your head against my chest and listen to my heart beat and tell me what you hear. Close your eyes but don't forget what you have heard. The beating of my heart; saying three words



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